[Intro] I couldn't move, I was more than confused I was experiencing desperation I had been cursed, and it only got worse When I got caught up in that situation [Verse #1] I couldn't breath, I was never at ease I was a wrecking ball of aggravation I had my doubts that I'd find a way out With all the agony and trepidation [Refrain] The words I never said out loud And the things I never did at all Are coming back to haunt me Now that I'm alive [Chorus] I don't care, I don't care anymore I give up, I give in, I surrender I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all It's a monster I can't ignore I don't care, I don't care anymore I give up, I give in, I surrender [Verse #2] Yeah, I was born on the carpeted floor Watching the headlights ignite my ceiling I couldn't sleep, couldn't get up to eat And I was hungry for a different feeling [Refrain] The words I never said out loud And the things I never did at all Are coming back to haunt me Now that I'm alive [Chorus] I don't care, I don't care anymore I give up, I give in, I surrender I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all It's a monster I can't ignore I don't care, I don't care anymore I give up, I give in, I surrender [Intro] I couldn't move, I was more than confused I was experiencing desperation I had been cursed, and it only got worse When I got caught up in that situation [Bridge] Terrorize, too busy playing dead to be alive Terrorize, too busy playing dead to be alive Terrorize, too busy playing dead to be alive Terrorize, too busy playing dead to be alive [Chorus] I don't care, I don't care anymore I give up, I give in, I surrender I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all It's a monster I can't ignore I don't care, I don't care anymore I give up, I give in, I surrender [Outro] I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all It's a monster I just can't ignore