Echo Hollow - Thursday lyrics

If there's no hope inside of me Then why not destroy my reality Philosopher you genius answer me If I'm gonna die anyway Then why not take you with me? You told me since I was a little child Not to play with fire Just hold me and tell me I'm alright Someone please just stay awhile And now I'm doing time in a flesh paradigm No significance for me you see My mind and my thoughts they waste away Far away Is there no God at home in the universe? An empty soul I cannot see my way another day Love for me is torture just the same Why is my soul so very angry all the time? The darkness falls and I'm going down tonight Can't take this pain no more I'm gonna shoot it all down And now I'll prove to them I'm someone real If I can't have my way Cause Thursday's the last of me Me all mine it's mine for me can't you see? I have no reason why I should not euthanasia me Destroy tear down and burn not just me but my family If there's no God in heaven Then why pretend love is anything? IIf I can't have my way I'll send you to an early grave And then I'll prove to you I'm someone real I hurt so bad inside I'll check out for an early ride Cause Thursday's the last of me I'm alive without sight and no dream Jesus, please God Without you, I am nothing If I can see the Way tomorrow brings another day For God has proved to me He's someone real I hurt so bad inside I almost gave it up and died Thursday's a chance It's not the last Thursday's the past