[Hook] [Hook] Somethin' sinister to it Pendulum swinging slower, degenerate moving Through the city with criminal stealth, welcome to enemy turf Harder than immigrants work, Golf is stitched into my shirt Get up off the pavement brush the dirt up off my psyche Psyche... psyche... [Verse 1] It's probably been 12 years since my father left Left me fatherless And I just used to say ∜I hate him∠in dishonest jest When honestly I miss this n***a, like when I was six And every time I got the chance to say it, I would swallow it Sixteen, I'm hollering with Tyler and skipped shots I stormed that whole bottle, I'll show you a role model sponsored links I'm drunk pissy pissing on somebody front lawn Tryin' to figure out how and when the f** I missed moderate Momma often was offerin' peace offerings Think, weeze cough, scoffing and he's off again Searchin' for a big brother, Tyler was that Plus he liked how I rap, the blunt ignites with the track Too black for the white kids and too white for the blacks From honor roll to to crackin' locks up off them bicycle racks I'm indecisive, I'm scatterbrained and I'm frightened it's evident And them eyes where he hiding all those icicles at [Hook] [Verse 2] Time lapse, bars riding heart's bottomless pit Was mobbin deep as 96 Havoc and Prodigy did We were the pottymouth posse crash the party and dip With all belongings then toss ∘em out to the audience Nothing was f**ing awesome, trying to make it from the bottom this is Feeling as hard as Vince Carter's knee cartilage is Supreme garment and weed gardeners garnishing spliffs With Keith particles and entering apartments with zine article Tolerance through boundaries, I know you happy now Craven in this complex, f** n***as who tracked me down Just to be the guys that did it, like I like attention Not the type where n***as trying to get a raise at my expense Supposed to be grateful, right, like thanks so much you made my life Harder and the ties between my mom and I strained and tightened Even more than they were before all of this sh** Been back a week and I already feel like calling it quits [Hook]