E-Nyce - Release Therapy lyrics

[Wes B (Wes Beez)] As I take a sip of this liquor, and a puff of this cigar I sit back and contemplate about what am I to do tomorrow I have dreams of livin lavish, big a** crib call it a palace I'm awaken from my slumber cause I forgot the flick the ashes Now my hands burnin, sands turnin on the clock Of the World Wide Web and that's www dot Or WWE cause we got the F out With this little light of mine we're going to find the best route So Lord God please order my steps So when that time comes they'll never be taking orders from Wes (yes) “Let me get a medium number 2 no onions with a coke” I think I'm dope but the rest y'all need to learn It's my turn, let it burn b**h flame on I'm digital and I'm underground why y'all n***as still singing the same song Game on! Get your chips and dip 72 Dolphins 17 and zip Now add 10 years to that for the year that I was born and my grandfather died And they say every time, that a child is born someone loses their life Think about it (yeah) Now let the song cry [E-Nyce] It's hard to keep my feet on the ground Beat the beat make it frown Cause this the life I found to be so profound And if I get in it how it's a game that I'm bound to win But the minute I get up is when I'm down again (f**) My tears I'm drowning in severely astounded with this lifestyle Cause right now I'm barely counting in, my blessings as I receive them And my question is do you believe him Is your destiny so deceiving driven by s** & the golden Jesus pieces Don't be a thief At least have the decency to pay the cost to be the boss There's an admissions fee Then you could floss like a dentist be 6'1 I'm gon' every inch of me to reach the stars Defeat the odds & I'll make it there eventually In the meantime I stuff my sweet cigars and as it strengthen me Mentally I realize I'm in a better place than where the benchers be They hanging on my words like a lynching B I'm on a losing strike I'm on a winning streak I'm just beaming like the 1st & 15th See I could've kept it sweet & kept this verse at 16 but I don't think you understand my emergency needs I need a vert with tv's some of ya purplest weed Yeah these things I want but I deserve it so I need it You want to talk about hurt sh** I was beaten with the city on my back getting stoned like a heathen Hold up Kenner City that is, stand up Nyce [Cartel Lefty] I want free, get off, release me My people deceased thinking it'll never happen to me We feed the mark of the beast, they're closing in we sleep Thy kingdom come when I'm done I hope it's my soul you keep My attitude reeks, judgement at a dangerous low 211s without a mask n***as is dangerously broke Live fast in a city where d**h is dangerously close Family pictures without a father, s**as quick to get ghost We're infecting our black women for selfish fulfillings I can't deny the feeling, something's missing, I need a fill in Grey skies, the silver lining is hidden, sins unforgiven My temple is empty, got me shivering, k**er vision Sorting thru many lies while I'm searching for truth Confused, seems like love and hate works in cahoots, God! Restless nights and fantasies of greed visions of a rise fall and disease.. God! [Melaphyre] Yea It's M-E-L-A Aka Dan Freeman I'm sick of living in the position of pimping or prison The system make it seem like pushing that powder for power To folks after hours the only viable options we given Put us in the ghettoes at night a goon with a metal device better suffice Where the competitors fight Where news play Pica**o, paint us in negative light Some belittle our plight until the States read them federal rights Pariah tryna get notes higher than Mariah's Carry the weight on my shoulders losing they grip like pliers Ya either monster or messiah Where means be expired Dreams of getting ya teens everything desired Days Look dire In that patch like briars. Now them sad songs sang by the choir Tougher than leather y'all n***as tired I'm inspired to run dees m.c.'s outta the muck & the mire s**as think they hot set themselves on fire But I won't stop rocking til I retire YAAAHH!!