E-Craft - Final Cut-Off lyrics

I lost the fight for living, I miss acknowledgment, Defeat is racing towards me, I hate its rotten scent. I reach my destination Obsessive go forward, Last time I'm looking back, Good bye to life's resort. Forget hope for redemption I despised helpin' hands, Instead of that I lived my life And drove it to dead end, This life, it ain't worth living It's better now to stop. And while I fade to shadows