Dyke Drama - Some Days I Load My Gun lyrics

Some days I load my .22 But I don't want to give up on you Sweet people in my life I don't wanna make anyone cry But some days I load my gun Some days I load my .38 Crack a beer and contemplate It's not that I want to die It just gets so old staying alive And on the bad days I chamber a round in my 12-gauge Pen my apologies And picture my mother's face Some days I load that gun Some days I load that gun (Is there anyone?)