Dwyer - Novacane lyrics

[Verse 1] What am I becomin' I swear this isn't me I'm stuntin' Suicidal thoughts are comin' So KiD CuDi I be bumpin' What is this depression that I'm in? I'm thinking that it comes within Built up from my past, brain ain't workin' Where's my dad? Where's my car? Where's my happiness? I hope it didn't travel far I felt like my only friend was weed The pain needs to be eased My life flash in front of me Man, can't it come naturally God take me away, up to heaven's gate The life I live I hate, just take me now please I lost all my joy in life The question I can't answer is why? For no reason I want to cry Keeping my eyes dry, I really to try I break down and think should I just k** myself and die What caused me to be this way? Feel this way? Wishing I would die every sing f**ing day My life story's untold, I need to unfold Suicide, the devil'll own my soul I just want to go Stop my heart, k** my brain I'm starting to feel like I'm insane Don't let me live this way Please lord take me to a better place If you understand, no tropical vaca Can I have my wings? My white robe? My halo? My ticket to see my grandma and abuelo? Man I miss em' both My last words to both of them were unspoken If I die soon don't cry just stay sane I something so ya'll can't feel nothing, absolutely no pain It's called novacane So therefor my d**h will have everyone sayin' I, I [Hook: Frank Ocean] Can't feel a thing, I can't feel, can't feel a thing Can't feel a thing, can't feel, feel, feel, feel a I can't feel, feel a Novacane, novacane, novacane I can't feel, feel a Novacane, for the pain, for the pain Ohhh-ohhhh, ohhh-ohhhh-ohhh-ohhhhhh Ohhh-ohhhh, ohhh-ohh-oh-oh-ohhh (2x)