Dwwww - Clear Pains lyrics

THIS IS EVERYTHING WE DREAMED OF, ROGER DON'T LEAVE US MINUSCULE TILL MY SOUL FOUND PURPOSE EVICTION NOTICE ON OUR DOOR TOLD US PACK AND LEAVE MASSIVE BLEEDS, LEFT MY HEART BROKE FROM CRACKS AND LACKS IT'S BEEN 6 YEARS FROM THAT... 7 FROM THE LAST… TIME I EVER LET MY MOMMA GRAB ME WITH HER HANDS TURN ON THAT WATER FAUCET HOLD MY HEAD I HAD TO SLOW DOWN TIME JUST COUNT TO TEN WHEN I, BROKE FREE I JUST RAN UPSTAIRS LOCKED THAT DOOR OOOOH BOY, MEMORIES FLARE SMOKING WEED HAS BEEN MY BIGGEST VICE SINCE THIRTEEN THE WORST THING I EVER SEEN WAS MY POPS WITH ANOTHER WOMAN LOVE AINT SUPPOSED TO END ITS SUPPOSED TO EXTEND WELL AFTER DEATH WHEN THERE'S NO TIME TO SPEND YA'LL ARENT EVEN FRIENDS YA'LL DONT EVEN TALK TOGETHER YA'LL WERE SUPPOSED TO TEACH MY KIDS HOW TO WALK [BRIDGE] FOR THE LONGEST TIME, IVE LET MY PAST HAUNT ME LEAVING A DARK VOID WITHIN MY HEART BUT AS I GROW OLDER AND I OPENED MY EYES I WAS ABLE TO FIND THE ANSWERS I DESPERATELY NEEDED IT AINT SO EASY AND WE ALL KNOW IT THE HARDEST THING IS HOLDING PAIN SCREAMING AND YOU WANT TO SHOW IT IM CLOSING DOWN. IM FLOWING UP STEADY GROWING UP WOVEN IN MY GENES, GREATER THINGS THAT WE WERE MEANT TO BE SOLITUDES OF HUMAN BEINGS FEELING DISTANT, DEEPER, DARKER, FARTHER THAN BEFORE THEY SAY LISTEN TO THAT LIGHT BUT WHAT IF THAT LIGHT DONT SHINE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WINTER WHEN WE'RE SINNING WITH THE SINNERS WHY MY BLOOD FEELING THINNER? NO UMBRELLA WHEN IM WALKING THROUGH THE RAIN NOW A CLEAR DAY WITH A CHANCE OF SOME PAIN NOW WOULD YOU MISS ME IF I SOLEY DROP THIS TAPE? OR AM I EVERYTHING YOU NEED FOR AN ESCAPE? CAN I BE THAT VOICE (2X) TO SAY EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO SPEAK WITHOUT NOISE CUZ RIGHT NOW, THIS IS THE ONLY THING I HAVE MY DREAMS MEAN SO MUCH I CAN NEVER GO BACK WHEN ALL FADES TO BLACK AND WE TURN TO DUST WITHOUT A TOUCH IMA MAKE IT OUT THE SHADOWS UNCRUSHED THE BIGGEST BURDEN JUST WORSENS JUST TO OPEN UP LIKE THESE SURGEONS… TO SAY EVERYTHING I JUST SAID JUST LIKE ITS WORTHLESS.. FOR NO REASON.. ITS A BATTLE BETWEEN MYSELF LIKE ITS TREASON.. IM FIGHTING INSIDE WITH ALL THESE DEMONS ITS SUMMER OUTSIDE BUT WHY AM I FREEZING……