Dwayne Applewhite - Far From Average lyrics

[Verse 1] There's a lot of things I gotta say to you But can't wear my heart on my sleeve Its a little bit colder this summer don't want it to freeze What it is, like a hundred degrees Some people get burnt in this heat Will I face my demons or sleep Only time will tell if I break Only really wanna break through my mind Cause it feel like I'm suffocating Only need more patience I know But I'm f**ing sick of waiting, of course i've been ready to blow I was like f** money and fame Now, I need that fasho' But it feel like my dream is so distant Cause I want it so instantly Been doubting if it was meant to be I know the devil keep testing me I'm sipping on henny, I gotta go get it These motherf**as ain't hipped to me I've been hella focus tryna get this paper You don't really see the struggle in my eyes I'm barely sleeping every single f**in night I guess I'm really getting closer to the light And I ain't taking no days off I swear I'm a give it my all Money not the only reason that I'm chasing I don't really wanna fall I can feel the pressure getting heavy While I'm elevating in the clouds Lord save me from doubts [Hook 2X] I know you see me in the magazine You think I'm living glamorous But I ain't living like that Still I'm far from average [Verse 2] Every time I disappear Gotta come back 10 times stronger Cause they think I'm falling off but really don't know whats up Cause I've been working 24/7 Stressing about the paper Really don't know if I'm gon make it But I am trusting in myself anyway Don't got no time for anybody that's hating on me Swear I'm a shine And i really ain't got no time to be wasting I swear that this mine Cause I'm sick of the people that's looking at me Like I'm supposed to be the realest emcee right now And maybe I am But I wasn't working hard enough when I was younger Damn Now look at me damn it, I'm 23 I know ain't nobody as hot as me I'm probably gon f** up the game once I get in it Yeah yeah My flow gon' get crazy I promise just wait on it I've been really at my lowest point Money really got my attention And I'm f**ing this game up But wanna know how long its gon take till I blow up f** it I'm a just roll up And blow smoke out my window I've been living on a cloud these days And I don't plan to come down [Hook 2X] I know you see me in the magazine You think I'm living glamorous But I ain't living like that Still I'm far from average