DVNC - Isolation lyrics

Gotta drive across the world To see where the spirits be Sick of the tired old jersey I wear on repeat Steady image of what life should be Like the cp3 Coming out the l.o.e You love to sniff the smell of me On bourbon street so heavenly Do i help the homeless if they're elderly? Those are questions i ask when i sleep Instead demons talk and flood my head with grief So a gun is a nominal fee Best not to f** with me Invest a family crest A vest to chest And plan your day like chess Because is murder gonna impress An emotionless vet? Who's drunk and curled up in a nest Life was a long voyage through a hellish mess And we dont give em a simple god bless More like piss off your a pest And you wonder why im a pessimist I guess i wanna save the world But its tough with a girl Who has no hobbies Except Making that p**y twirl Like a baton While i stock food for the nuclear bombs Kick a conspiracy tom And blame it on his mom No one knows where his depression came from I guess it could have been islam He used to watch the news Now at 6pm he's hitting the snooze And by 7 he's on course to be hitting the booze Searching for the blue's clues An outgoing recluse Find insparation To infuse A brain that's been defused Fake sugar making me confused Without coffee and fake boo boo's Like guyamo boo hoo's That kool aid joke is old news Am i still to soon? These words are my tomb Hearts cut shape of a permanent wound Praying 6 like the month of june To destroy my life Like a typhoon Home town hero like boone The bombers are here too soon Like forever basic babies in the womb But life has lied Got a tear in my eye Think about it pa**ing me by Just enjoy the outside Anxiety riddled brain resides Like a devil in disguise Repping NJ pride The air is toxic cyanide The water repping fluoride High homicide Break into america Losing our pride Chem trailing looking Towards the sky How long will it Be until humans can fly? Is evolution just the thought Of some crazy guy Who thought all hope was lost And needed praise at any cost Or is there a god altering our thoughts What is life without love loss Like brushing but forgetting to floss When i dream i often toss Regardless of the sheets so soft Hobo mentality like a boss Bleeding but refusing gauze My mentality has strayed so far From where i used to be Where i'd smile helping deeds For friendly neighbors on the street Small extended family Host a turkey feast And rise like bread to yeast Now i beat my meat Scared to think of the elite And how 13 familys own you and me The Rabbit hole is to steep Rather be asleep And roam with the sheep Graze on corn Life is oh so sweet Ignorance is bliss i see Never looking back or to far in front of me The presant is a gift And i just wanna be