She'll never know what's eating me alive A hungry demi-god that will not be denied I am foundering on the absence Of desire meant for me Laid bare imagination for all to see Where does she sleep? And where does sleep find she? Maybe I want my bitter visions to come real On a pilgrimage of lusting That should've come my way But my mind, it is a goal called Jealousie On a wing of innocence fly me out of here Surrendered faith but I'm holding dread And I pray to consequence if my voice you hear For a better man to be in my head I'll never show the knife that's deep inside How with its twist the more it cuts away at pride Like a rabid dog at communion That we could not hide away The family's secret bloodstained history On a wing of innocence fly me out of here I surrender faith but I'm holding dread And I pray to consequence if my voice you hear For a better man to be in my head On a wing of innocence fly me out of here I surrender faith but I'm holding dread And I pray to consequence if my voice you hear For a better man to be in my head Surrendered faith but I'm holding dread For a better man to be in my head