Dumpster Junkies - See What I See lyrics

Everyday im haunted like a vet of foreign wars My endless f**in battles harden me right to the core What can i do i try my best my eyes are not inviting This is why im so alone and sick and tired of fighting Through my eyes is ee divisions between them and me Its always been this f**in way this way will always be Nothin else could ever build a f**in happy me Then to rip your eyes out stick mine in and then see what i see Put my f**in shoes on (you dont see what i see) Take 5 steps through my day (you dont know what its like to be me) You'll never f**in last The f**in paint wont go away Put my heart in your chest And tell me how it feels Put my past in your mind And see if you can deal HOW THE fu*k DOES IT FEEL Visions i have in my head are those that make me cold Its a lifetime full of nightmares that consume my f**in soul I try to think of good times after digging through my past Blink my eyes and then its gone im fading f**ing fast Drowning in this heartache that my days have put me through Confiding in a close one just to see what is hould do I guess you never will becauser you they just dont understand me Its just a hopeless vision that theyll never see what i see