Dude Jones - Collin lyrics

[Chorus 1] Nobody cares about me anyway That's not true, they care about you Yeah I'm certain they don't give a sh** So I'm tripping down memory lane Hurting, searching for the fix It's okay, Collin I'm broken, that's understatement You're okay, Collin I'm happy, no I was mistaken Collin, what the f** is wrong with you? Collin, what is going on with you? [Verse 1] I feel stuck in my zone, trapped by thoughts I wish I didn't feel alone, maybe I'd be better off Committing suic–I shouldn't let you in my head like that Judge me, probably hate me, even rate me yeah I'm dreading that Short, skinny nerd, even worse a f**ing lunatic Gripping, slipping on what's real, surely I'll be losing it Confusing as Confucius is, useless like some stupid kids Truth won't set you free, it'll nail you to a crucifix I'm so upset I let this out I usually keep the hushing habit and just shut my mouth And to anybody asking what is this about I don't live with any demons, they just crashing on my couch I think I'm spoiled, I'm complaining all the time I think I'm lying when I say that one day I'll be fine I think about too much, or maybe I don't think enough I think the thing I'm gonna do is call it quits, I'm giving up [Chorus 2] Nobody cares about me anyway Yeah she loves me, she's the only one So I'm tripping down memory lane Thinking of me as the lonely one It's okay, Collin I'm broken, that's understatement You're okay, Collin I'm happy, no I was mistaken Collin, what the f** is wrong with you? Collin, what is going on with you? [Verse 2] Okay I think I shut him up Volcanic kind of guy, not too sure when he'll erupt And you wonder why I be claiming I'm corrupt Because every time I lie, I decide to interrupt Yoo-hoo over here, I said I be over here But I go to take a look, and all I see is mirror Because I be over here, somewhere you don't like to veer That's why you can never find me, but you know I'm always near I'm fear, I'm the motherf**ing voices that you hear I'm the reason that you think you're someone weird I'm the ringing in your ear, I'ma try to make it clear I'm preventing your whole musical career I'm the only thing that's holding me back, dog I know that I be lonely, guess I gotta adapt, dog Don't nobody know me, and they don't got my back, dog Well what if I was lonely enough to kidnap, dog? In fact, dog.... [Chorus 3] Nobody cares about me anyway That's not true, they care about you Yeah I'm certain they don't give a sh** So I'm tripping down memory lane Learning how to live with it It's okay, Collin I'm broken, that's understatement You're okay, Collin I'm happy, no I was mistaken Collin, nothing's f**ing wrong with you Collin, nothing's going on with you