Du Blonde - After the Show lyrics

Where did you go? I can't see you Hiding behind your charade Was it hard to See that I would Carry your weight When the road was too dark To navigate, love Heard me crying In the bathroom (?) and dreaming Didn't you, oh didn't you know All I needed was my best friend To come back from wherever he go Babe when we ran through the holes of hotels And love that we made was a love hotter than hell And your arms, my blanket at night The touch of your lips was my paradise All of this time I should have stuck up for myself It's a crime, was so bad for my mental health I remember you asking what did I expect All I needed was a little of your respect Babe there were times I felt lonely Lying next to you at night, that wasn't right, no Should have let go of your ego Turned to see the girl you loved when we first met Babe when we ran through the holes of hotels And love that we made was a love hotter than hell And your arms, my blanket at night The touch of your lips was my paradise All of this time I should have stuck up for myself It's a crime, was so bad for my mental health I remember you asking what did I expect All I needed was a little of your respect I was still there, hiding somewhere Beneath my eyes (???) forgot to breathe It was so hard just to let you know (???), your adrenaline after the show Babe it's a shame that the game went (?) way it did I'd love you forever both you and your kid (???) Enough to the last time that you leave the stage 'Cause I loved you for everything, more than you are (?????) so skin to skin my best friend, (???) my company, I remember you asking what did I expect, All I needed was a little of your respect