how come I feel so bad and still I'm looking for tears? the sun has been out all week the weeks they all seem like years still I would not undo what I have done, because it's right I wish I'd never learned the things that I know today but I've been touched and I will never be the same we're in a lonely spot because we are saving our souls and who says this is who says this is love? I say this is pain we don't need to go on fighting shame with shame and if you hate me now you don't know that I'm good and that I've taken on a lot more than I need I did the dirty work and now I'm using the gun almighty universe! I know my will will be done I'm in a lonely spot because I am saving my soul and who says this is so let there be pain pumping through me until I think I need to faint - until I am someone and who says this is love? I say this is greed you say you're good for me but you don't know what I need and if you hate me now you don't know that I'm good and that I've taken on a lot more than I need who says this is love? I say this is pain