[Hook: Roze] I think about the last time I felt Yeah, then I think about everyone I helped Could it be the hand I was dealt, Yeah And if I got to do this all by myself I will If I got to keep surviving or fighting with my head above the clouds And If I got to keep on striving or riding, I will Every time I think I'm gonna have my chance All my friends began to doubt Now when ever I'm told I won't or I can't I will [Verse 1: Abstract] I been living in my own head Demons living in my own bed These days I don't trip on what nobody said There ain't sh** I gotta prove to anybody ya I became a motivator, a style innovator Now we headed up like we on a elevator They say my tracks hot both sides of the equator And I'm never talkin magazines till I'm on the fader But I know I'm hard on myself Say it ain't good for my health In the moment ain't finding wealth Feels like every time I make a move I'm moving in stealth, No matter what I do it feel like nothing will help Till I get that apartment up in the rainiest city Working on beats in the morning Performing later that night Fly out with Drumma Craig and Blulake on a red eye flight, We'll be playin a new city every god damn night It's on [Hook: Roze] I think about the last time I felt Yeah, then I think about everyone I helped Could it be the hand I was dealt, Yeah And if I got to do this all by myself I will If I got to keep surviving or fighting with my head above the clouds And If I got to keep on striving or riding, I will Every time I think I'm gonna have my chance All my friends began to doubt Now when ever I'm told I won't or I can't I will [Verse 2: Abstract] Wonder why I'm locked in my room Wonder why I ain't texting back Wonder why I ain't on the town Wonder why you heard I was home But you ain't seen me around I been workin', writing, plotting, knockin', watching or reading Ain't taken for granted a single minute I'm breathing You know I'm workin to get it, till the day I ain't stressing Believe in puttin effort Even when you know it's been destined I got questions, I need answers Violence spreading like a cancer Tryna make a difference Through this music business know I can I got fans who overseas I'm just tryna give em hope But if I ain't ever heard they ain't ever gonna know I know music therapeutic more than anybody man We got problems in the states State of problems outta hand But if they lend an ear Think I could lend em a chance Cause I got faith in the world I put my faith in my fans [Hook: Roze] I think about the last time I felt Yeah, then I think about everyone I helped Could it be the hand I was dealt, Yeah And if I got to do this all by myself I will If I got to keep surviving or fighting with my head above the clouds And If I got to keep on striving or riding, I will Every time I think I'm gonna have my chance All my friends began to doubt Now when ever I'm told I won't or I can't I will