It's like poetry in motion It's like the back of my hand Here we are in the middle again I don't think I will never understand Don't walk away from the needle For we are already home Do you remember the counting of the days And if you don't how do you ever really know I haven't had the heart to tell you Why I am the way I am today Am I living a life that I can see I took a trip to the church shoppe It was a rainy day I bought a mask to conceal me I want to live my life without shame I went with no hesitation I went disguised in blue I've got a new religion in my life And I don't feel like you want me to I haven't had the heart to tell you Why I am the way I am today Am I living a life that I can see Ignore me if you want I'll be just fine It just don't matter to me Your selfish song will never be forgotten But I still wonder when will you be with me I haven't had the heart to tell you Why I am the way I am today Am I living a life that I can see There was a time we were young and free And we were waiting to be like Phineas Free Am I living a life that I can see