Odd year without you I've been adding up all that this subtraction amounts to Break down, I'm bout to To reconstruct pieces of myself without you Odd year, indeed It seems weird that you won't share it here with me But I'm prepared to bleed For a quick glance of everything I'm scared to see All alone again Me and my questionable ability to make friends I practice escape grins and befriend doors I don't have the capacity for discussion anymore With conversation who*es dressed down to night gowns Smother affectionate air if you're needin' 'em right now But if you can wait, I suggest you grab a table Slide your chair towards the stairs where everybody's unable To tell you if life is a stable or if its a blueprint Trapped or informed, just depends on how you view it I exit in movement in pace with a two step Left brain in tune with everything the right's doin' Blue in the face and it seems the harder I try The less effect I'm havin' on your personal lives The cami's disguise the urchin lurkin' inside I'm lookin' for a home in that genome dome over your eyes Surprise - relocation Tryin' to fit square blocks into circle configurations Pacin' and waitin' to wait to pace, empty face in hand Hidin' my eyes from the light thinkin....damn... Break down, I'm 'bout to To reconstruct pieces of myself without you - its an Odd year, indeed It seems weird that you won't share it here with me But I'm prepared to bleed For a quick glance of everything I'm scared to see