[Verse 1 Drrty Pharms] Lord have mercy, please don't hurt me f** 500 b**hes cause I'm thirsty f** 500 b**hes now I'm dirty Got a squad and they coming from Jersey Me and [Chelsea?], all females see, as I stumble down the street unhealthy You can smell me, you ain't gotta tell me Man, I really need some b**hes to help me So nervous and so unstable Everyday feels so unstable I just try to escape from the pain, from the rape Getting baked, working on my next mixtape Sometimes I feel like I'm doomed to a life of pain Girls used to make fun of me on cam No girl want to be my GF, don't want to f** cause I don't feel like a man Sometimes I feel like I'll never live down all the stupid decisions that I made in my past My ex girl on them Amphetamines, used to wish she'd get clean, but she gotta go fast In the park smoking on some fireflies Wish I had to ride-or-die, I'd just get high and try To suppress the depression leading up to my demise They don't know if I'm real or just trying to get a rise But I've lived all the sh** that I spit, traumatized Being f**ed by these boys and the lives I've destroyed But I didn't have a choice, I'm a product of the time Now these b**hes get annoyed when I talk about my life All unemployed Beta Boys in my cyph All the normies avoid and they act so uptight Think they [?], so I make them fight or flight You can say I'm paranoid, but you know that I'm right Beta Boys be so tight, you invite us to parties, we decline so poiltely We smoke weed in the daily and nightly (Are you high Drrty) b**h I might be [Verse 2: Jimmy V] Ohhh Jimmy V Lord have mercy, just please don't hurt me I'm drunk as f** and I can't see, I'm swerving Never learning, but what's the word mean, you know what the plug is serving? If I can get a three for fifty, I can get my dick up quickly And I come so slow, and her hair color same color as rose-gold And I'm blowing nose [?], just to cover all my secrets And I'm not Victoria, chilling in [?] So you know that, that you so wet I'm pouring ya One day I'll get over all the old abuse But for now I'm getting loose cause I'm use to the groove Glorifying usage just to have my two cents Betting on a Dutch, failing with my feelings and you know I roll it up Skin darker than concrete Sound waves where my palms meet and my n***as just come and swarm me All my figures alluded me, money is an illusion My sister used to beat me until I had contusions, teeth all loosened And you think I give a f** about b**hes calling me cute? And get so f**ing drunk sit [?] One day I'll fly and I'll fly up out the coop When my life ain't poop But you know that I'm injured But what is a villain to do, but aim and shoot? And what hurts worth than the truth?