I feel so different now It all feels so different now I had you in my life once I had that feeling of the real thing once But now you're gone And that's all gone Inside, I held on to you once I never knew there was two of us once But now I'm alone And it's all gone I gave my body and my mind to you once I thought it all revolved around you once I know better now But I'm too far gone I would have died for you once And I thought it would have mattered to you once But now you're gone, and I'm so far gone And I'm wrapping my arms around myself I'm free I hold onto all that I am But I know that the one I hold onto is dying I feel so different now It all feels so different now