Drew Monson - To Hold Amber lyrics

and i know i'm not the first one, to hold amber and to think of anyone else, to hold amber i feel they don't deserve to, to hold amber but do i? and i'm risking all my jump time, to hold amber and i'm afraid, but it's fine, they're just hands and i know that there's a thin line, to understand her and my, our words and the things we've made from words and the things that make us laugh and the time i touched her a** in my bed, and you said that it was alright and i know it's a weird sentiment but when you're a kid you like what you like and i don't mind being gossip, to hold amber with rumors catastrophic, i can't stand her or laughed at by some jock-heads, with no answer i see, it's fine and the fact that you're now mine and the doubt that strains my mind every day, and then you say something that makes sense makes sense like a couch, in a mall with both of our hands walking down on montclair, no lights damper and i'm pondering the life that, holds amber and i want to be the last one want to be the last one might not be the last one but i could be the nice one