The rain soaks my apparels The wind blow continuously, it's cold A shelter is not visible Protection seems to be out of reach The severest way I had to go The longest way I had to fall Now all the ties are torn apart I thought this is the end... The moonlight is fragile Like the coat of gla** all around you I often injured myself The scars can not heal anymore How often I collapsed when I desperately waited for a sign All you ought to do was to free myself from my suffering and pain Hopelessly I wander about in town The scenes repeat time after time I'm standing alone on the negative of the photograph of my life Why is it only the worst I can feel? Why can't I laugh and be glad, just like all of these fools? The severest way I had to go The longest way I had to fall Now all the ties are torn apart I thought this is the end... The wind devastates all my thoughts - he can't blow them away My eyelids are swollen, but what do I expect to see?