Drama Escort - I'll Try To Smile lyrics

I think I'll go for a walk 'Cause the whole world feels empty Just the sound of the wind Against my tired face I wish I knew you were sleeping I know I'm a little selfish But your world seems so hollow The concrete cracks and I hear him laugh I wish I knew you were at home And all this darkness makes me sad I feel the rain hit the window No phone to call No car to drive I wish I knew you were alone And this kitchen is cold But my coffee is still too hot to drink But I'll try to smile For you I think I'll talk to her She always makes me smile Just the sound of her voice When it hits my ears I wish I could say you were guilty And you can scream if you want The truth is, it doesn't bother me Maybe if you care Or stopped the wounds you prepared. I wish I could say this was your fault. I'm going to sleep all day 'Cause there's no point in being awake I get so bored, frustrated and annoyed And my mind gets so f**ing anxious Like an orchestrated line of lies I'll fall apart tonight But I'll try to smile For you.