Drama B - Soon Enough lyrics

I used to think about my life way more than I do now I need to find a new route, a better way to figure things out And every morning I wake up, and I hate it I think I'm depressed Used to feel this heart beating, now I feel an empty chest It's probably the stress This empty face ain't me I don't even feel most beats and I tone it down on the weed My girl's on another page I don't even know what she's doing I suppose I should just focus on this dream that I'm pursuing Cos it's only thing in life that'll give back what I gave to And, it's all fun and games, until I feel like I'm a slave to it That's when I hate to do it, but I feel like it's my drug And I've never been loved back, the same amount that I love But ain't nobody trying to hear that sh** They want to hear the cool raps that I spit But I just heard this beat and thought that I should just get sad right quick Cos, I don't even write as many songs as I should be A fan told me, my sh** is better when I'm sad It ain't true, but it could be [Hook] Cos I, yo I don't know where I'm going But if I keep these words flowing Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing, soon enough I'm trying to find a way to get up Cos these mornings are getting tough So, I take it puff by puff And I, yo I don't know where I'm going But if I keep these words flowing Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing, soon enough I'm trying to find a way to get up Cos these mornings are getting tough So, I take it puff by puff And besides the daily sh** I ain't got a struggle to rap about Or d** that I can trap about Or, good times that I can laugh about I'm just a normal kid ,but I'm special with this music sh** And besides your satisfaction I make this for your amusement And I'm getting used to it Young, but not new to it This rap sh** is my first language and that's why I speak it fluent With my, eyes wide shut I think of those, that I cut out of my life So why am I stuck? f** it, I'll try my luck Until my time is up [Hook] Cos I, yo I don't know where I'm going But if I keep these words flowing Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing, soon enough I'm trying to find a way to get up Cos these mornings are getting tough So, I take it puff by puff And I, yo I don't know where I'm going But if I keep these words flowing Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing, soon enough I'm trying to find a way to get up Cos these mornings are getting tough So, I take it puff by puff And I find it easier to show you than I could tell you Don't wanna fail you And I try to get away from myself too And these blunts don't hit as hard as they used to, or need to The smoke replaced my insides And that's why I'm feeling see through Trying to seek truth Or speak to, someone with some balance Hold the good in with some bad That's somewhat of a challenge Never managed to hold it all together Especially, when it's necessary All the extra stress that I carry So the songs never vary [Hook] So I, yo I don't know where I'm going But if I keep these words flowing Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing, soon enough I'm trying to find a way to get up Cos these mornings are getting tough So, I take it puff by puff And I, yo I don't know where I'm going But if I keep these words flowing Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing, soon enough I'm trying to find a way to get up Cos these mornings are getting tough So, I take it puff by puff