Downway - Nothing At All lyrics

She doesnt defend me suspicion suspends me Everything has to go her way Take the best of me I want to see it thrown away Cut off my upper hand I want to lose control Completely surrounded I feel like Im nothing at all So take my time dont respect whats mine Cause I havent even thought of you at all Youre not the first one to say that youre the last one to know These costly decisions are now set in stone And its hard so hard to swallow The lack of resent the hate inside Could probably see out through my eyes Admit defeat this is nothing new My alibis go on and on Completely surrounded I feel like Im nothing at all So take my time dont respect whats mine Cause I havent even thought of you at all So faithfully she looks up to the sky Without ever knowing why Heavens fall from grace And its written on her