Downface - Ocean lyrics

Circling colors surround my face I see the brightness of you Try to spend my pain in you It's all I've wanted, All this time To travel the world with you Is god up there watching you? To spend a life with you But the end is so much nearer I go to the place where the ocean meets the river The sky goes on forever in my mind and I can see it's gray If all the reasons could be shown, and I could see you in the light The flower in the pouring rain, would not be crushed beneath the rock I'd die for you Why do the seasons change, and why must it ever rain? Why must the weekends end, and why must the sunset ever turn to night? I don't know, why this all happens to me Still I go on, I travel always towards the sea I'd die for you All's I ever wanted was for you to see Before you my life was misery As the river flows to the sea I hear you calling back for me I'd die for you