Down To Nothing - Outcome lyrics

I try so hard to make it perfect but it doesn't work at all So i do it again and again What is the outcome, nothing, i'm still where i was before Don't give up, try it one more time Sure thing i fail, again and again Look at where i am, where am i? I need something new to do I want to get my mind off All this stress it's a f**ing mess I'm caught in my own trap But i'm swimming upstream not moving Still stuck in the same spot I can't see where i'm going i don't know what i'm looking for I just want to get out I have five thousand darts and only one board And i miss it every single time I can't get anything right I build it up i think i'm done, and then i falls apart again And i'm tired, of working so hard, and accomplishing nothing I want to keep going, i want to keep trying I also want to quit but i don't quit I'll just start something else I'm going to try something new I'm going to tear this apart