Double Negative - What's The Difference lyrics

[Tabs] I remember when I was just an infant, before the days of school I used to watch my father play the blues and puff his Winston's But I was f**ed the instant I had to choose future fallacy of past truth now I ask you what's the difference From the day we're born, it's to the grave we're sworn Until the sound the sacred horn the day that Satan takes his form Nuclear holocaust and hate, I will embrace this storm Cuz my broken dreams I always see at the break of dawn Been knocking on wood for years so I got use to the splinters I still ain't used to the cold from this nuclear winter So call me the craziest but baby it's numb Now I'm climbing the steepest gradient to the radiant sun And I ain't been home since the wind blown me otherwise I was seeking fame, couldn't see the pain in my mother's eyes And I wondered why she worried, "look ma, I'm all grown, I'm just a million miles from that smile that I call home" I'm stuck in this rap game's fast lane Tryna educate the clones while the weight of the globe gives me back pains Eventually I'll have my enemies sending me plenty thanks Only a half spoon of gas fumes is past due this empty tank Now I roam the streets questioning my own beliefs Burning an el I turn on my Del and zone to beats Walking like a fallen angel with his wings clipped Burning holes in my journal til this eternal inferno's extinguished I need my head clear, so this beer let's me buzz And forget the tears, sweat and blood, fear, s** and d** You hear the cheers when the song reappears next to us I just really hope I'm here for next year's exodus Won't stop the song, I've gone and dropped the bomb I'll make it right in awhile, but for now you got me wrong I hated what you stated, left me out in the cold delirious Now I'm thoroughly frustrated, jaded from the whole experience He's gone insane, so give him room y'all Before he decide to use his brain to paint the living room wall But don't stress brethren, we're going to heaven next year I just spoke to God, I'll send you a postcard when I get there But as for now I gotta make my mark in this life, through all the mics that I spark Change the darkness to light Formulating is fornication so you can f** with this It's destiny successfully, suffocating a succubus Sparking these large spliffs to deal with these hardships My heart skips, cuz these words and scars burn to a char crisp Tryna catch some rest in a bed full of haters I take a pull to my head and chase it with some Red Bull and Jäger Blinded by the flash bulbs, I cherish this ash as my last ?? til my perception of the gla** is half full All is fair in warfare, balance of love and hate I'm willing to go the distance, but how much difference does it make [Coal Cash] f** the game of life, that b**h has never played fair Send me to where I'm going, believe me I'm on my way there Pain is all I know with my parents showing gray hair Gets me in the zone and at the moment try to stay there Love to see the day where Jesus returns I'll be smiling at non-believers when he leaves ya to burn Cuz I bleed for my turn to yearn in everlasting life While you feeding the worm cuz you never grasped the light I'm past the height, the prototype for Christ's apostles So gospels that show me light so I don't need to write as hostile But Coal's colossal, I topple temples while I'm gentle My pencil's potential's only limited by your mental Essentials resemble the infinite on instrumentals Insignificant credentials fuel this dissident to vengeful It was influential, now my life's less eventful I tremble in the night where the demons I fight a**emble Smash the stencil, the central mold of what's controlled They can't hold the monumental when my mental overloads Watch my temple explode as I reload the smoking barrel The second coat through walls with drips of blood and bits of marrow As I split my arrow to show my brother's aims the same Our brains covered each other, discovered when we're slain And even when the strain of pain is too much to presume I'm chugging this cup of mercury til perfectly immune Purposely light the fume to ignite the room's inferno What burns low to the tunes as fire consumes the verbal Or turn purple from the loop in the noose circle To gurgle words of truth with a proof that's too hurtful Universal verse, verse the garbage of earth commercial Starving about to burst from the turbulence served disperse Revert you to church rehearsal, deter you from birth to ?? Emerged to your life's work with the thirst of a full reversal Burst the circle, the fertile crescent's omni present As peasants look upon me for the origami essence But I will never fold, forever told hold your tongue So I swung free from control and broke the mold to come Teach the old and young until we're hung with bricks in pockets Cuz we ain't out for chips so Satan can't split the profits Spit obnoxious with locked picks for Triple Optix To pry your eyes open, that is spoken to Agnostics My pop's pissed cuz you missed the bliss of godliness Regardless of ever claiming, while Satan probably is And oddly this can be the turning point in an instance That imprints on your journey, it turns me into distance Burns be the persistence or resistance of your learning Returning just as intent, the sixth sense confirming To the burning of incense, suspense disconcerting To these turning events, too immense to fit my warning