[Verse 1:Joshi Artest] Every since 10 ive been living in this crazy mindset Pops left,sinced revenge,left me broken hearted Dead feelings and Dark thoughts No one understood muah,opinion Thoughts of k**ing those who didn't give me extra attention Lied on Thanksgiving,thankful for living(Yeah right) Caution the precaution of you causing this problem leads to a coffin Either that or a clip to ya back leave you deeply exhausted Society chose me as an extra Momma lecture,life lessons if I asked question so I Pa**ed up her answers,paying my own ransom 7th grade suicide days I never forget Came close every minute I tried which revived my mind Safe to say this lyrical tribe guy was blessed with this damaged disc