Doomtree - Beacon lyrics

[Dessa] I took it for a kiss, but it couldn't have been, could it? I see now what it is, we were just biting the same bullet You called it in the air it landed it on its edge when the crowd gathers around you turn tail I turn heads Shavin down the puzzle piece tryna make a clean fit Take what is lovely leave before the rain hits It's a heartbreaker for starters, as you age not too much changes practice doesn't make perfect, just makes the game more dangerous [Stef] Start repo negative sleep nauseous barf party for sure intelligent creep stalking awkward Flush flustered rush for doors advance fire-plan handy with the way out routes explored Cover catching up careful with your care We don't go there, naw We keep locks and keys steadily swallowed never be followed, none of em dare Channel up your anger leave it there kindly disappear Mind your mannerisms I can't be flattered back The patterns the concern lessons prolly turned to fact By now you'd surely drown yourself before you'd help me with this sail I'm the wind crossed fingers for the win Up to ten til they hammer in the very last nail Challenging like every last stalemate Deal with it No mission ends Precision lack of friends Happily recommend nothing to no one, ever [Cecil] I know, I know I know, wake up, wake up But I don't go there, go there She knows the way home [Cecil] You know your way home? You gonna be all right? Yeah, but I had faith that you'd see the light and ride with me or kiss me goodbye Now you got me feeding kites into the night sky Covered them with nightlights, like, did you see the beacon? I swear I let those kites fly around all weekend, no? Well someone must have cut the lines or something, no? Or maybe something, oh, you weren't looking Ok Plan B just panic run up the stairs and shut the door to the attic and don't come up for air until you're torn from her fabric completely... and just like magic, you're all in one piece again But, I'm nothing like I used to be... elusive and reclusive Now I'm just both times a hundred... exclusively Truthfully, I was blind to the deep end until that piece of us went and died that weekend [Cecil] I know, I know I know, wake up, wake up But I don't go there, go there She knows the way home [Sims] Then it flashed forward, but I asked for it Rip out the doubt, I'm way too south I gulped it up, I laid back peeling off the layers the mantra saying "fear can't stay here self see you later" Fire chakra dissolve to ether I have to meet her, I know she knows the way I'll have to die twice, no novocaine See the Eye of Horace, I am Osiris I meet the devil, it ain't the first time He k**s me quick like I am nothing Scream St. Peter, I need you now cousin I see the owls coming, they float me safe I learn their grace, they help me heal I'm under stars peeling off my skin to rid my scars it's the first time I am reborn, but I am not me No identity, and I am finally free I am my brother, I am my father I am the sun, I am the water I am an ion, I am everything I am the vapor, a cloud of smoke I am a cheap laugh, but I get the joke I am a brief flash, the abstract