Donavelli - Dear Darren lyrics

I wanna write a lettet to my past Verse : I remember when you used to be the smiling kid You used to love your mum and dad and sisters and brothers back then growing up your mind changed The same family dont change Hands in ears hoping both sides dont go insane Then it must off been nine when sh** did hurt ya Carbon monoxide in the same place you play your controller Im guessing you was young then didn't know tabbacco fumes You was wise then your thoughts messed up as your grown older Primary school acted like you was realluy better Religious but dumb as smoking spliffs on rainy weathers And to even to build up your intellegence to be clever Use dictonaries read longer words like 'Aggression'guessing you was young then nobody known you Everybody loved you even girls wanted to blow you Never wanna socialise but carl was your OG Anti-social hero turnt to a lonley villan (Ha,Ha) Secondary school yep sh** was f**ed up , sprite and codeine was the first thing in my cup Red and blue was the mix to make a purple esscence But im guessing lavender was coloured as your first drug And More teachers were worried about your mental state . never hanged with geegs just gangsters on a normal day Tried to prove to friends i was something in those days Were they friends when my soul was lost in a dark cage ? And the same OG'S were last seen in a grave just before your turnt 15 the next day Worst thing was a knife didn't help to keep him saved As you lived you hope you dont recieve the same fate And be a top dog in rap keep your fans entertained Stack money like tetris only the legal ways And probally have your mum with Gucci and LV And focus acheiveing my expressions about the music scene Your on a college vibe learnt girls come and go Had a couple ups and downs with exes like a yo yo And moved on to someone else probally Aaliyah You bump obn to Logic learning most rappers are liars Your tryna be the person that was better than yesterday Every champion who contended not to give up that was me Ill never let fakes behaviour destroy my inner peace Dont judge me but what you hear just take a look and see I wanna write a lettet to my past (x4) Darren i hope you hear this (x1) (ears open) Darren i hope you hear this (x1) (ears open)