Verse 1: Sometimes I feel cursed; rely on Jesus to get me free; but my name ain't Jake Shuttleworth A lot of pain; god help me get through it, I'm trapped in my mind; escape through the music Wit out god I can't make it; I den dodged more bullets than neo from the matrix Feel like taking my own life when sh** get real; but f** it I'm go out fighting unlike Freddie mills Box the devil; fight the demons; some times I hate this country but couldn't committ treason I could never be fake; Keep it real and hope to get some chedder; but these actors be some jokers ‘Heth Ledger” Trying to sell records; get some money in my denims; All dis damn flopping “Where is Jeff Gundy” when you need em? Trying to take off on a rocket; and blast off; sometimes I wanna scream and go off but I still hit the stage and get that b**h jumping cause I'm the bomb; on my kriss kross I believe in faith; lots of pain Rihanna take me away