Doms Gauge - Haunt Me / Crossing Over lyrics

[Verse 1 : Doms Gauge] Some nights I wanna be alone Other nights I feel the loneliness Searching for the one for me And feeling that she don't exist I don't really see a lot of people I was homies with That's probably cause my time went to music That's how I chose to live I was younger I just hung around with all the older kids Old soul, young body Bottling his emotions in Till he pours em out on a record for just a couple plays Or up on stage in venues he couldn't get into cause his age Now I'm 21 and I'm so grateful to be it Cause I've known too many people that didn't make it to see it And I feel like most my life has been me chasing these demons Now they're chasing me back, this must be their way to get even And when things fall apart how are we supposed to pretend We all know when a relationship is close to an end They say a picture lasts but really you won't focus the lens Before u get stabbed in the back by fake homies and friends [Hook : Doms Gauge] This world can be so cruel The things you see Might drive you crazy So I play by my own rules And just do me And I guess that makes me A runaway train on the wrong side of the track I been working day and night I ain't got time to relax And though most of my ghosts they all lie in the past They haunt me, still they haunt me [Verse 2 : Doms Gauge] I know what's done is done I can't take back my sins I'm seeing ghosts all around me and they just laugh and grin I'm staring at the bottom of this empty gla** of gin Wondering was my brothers d**h a suicide or accident There's no adapting to this cruel world were trapped up in I guess it's safe to say that no one makes it out this labyrinth It's sadder than h**n addicts down to their last syringe With needles leaving marks in their arm like tatted skin Take a look in my mind without the biopsy Stay strong keep your head up that's what this life taught me I was taking d** too young f**ing up my body By the time I was a teenager already tried oxy And no I'm not condoning that in any type of way I'm just saying what I did and I had to learn from my mistakes Telling my story and before we reach the final page I've got some things do before we close the book and sign my name [Hook : Doms Gauge] This world can be so cruel The things you see Might drive you crazy So I play by my own rules And just do me And I guess that makes me A runaway train on the wrong side of the track I been working day and night I ain't got time to relax And though most of my ghosts they all lie in the past They haunt me, still they haunt me *CROSSING OVER* (prod. Post Scripted) [Hook : Doms Gauge] I wanna set fire to this bridge I'm crossing over Let it burn don't look back and just keep walking forward I tend to smoke a lot of doja to keep stress up off my shoulders Throw ya hands up if you're feeling me now I wanna set fire to this bridge I'm crossing over Let it burn don't look back and just keep walking forward Cause all I know is there's other problems to solve And you can't stay the same forever man you got to evolve [Verse 1 : Doms Gauge] How do you move past something when it seems to be haunting you And every chance it gets it starts teasing and taunting you Try and ease your mind Read between the lines And see the signs You gotta leave behind the past To get to what you need to find I hear em saying I'm changing Man I'm just growing up Older homies told me I'd get it when I got old enough I hated that, it made me mad Now I kinda see it's true So I'm just tryna pa** a little knowledge down from me to you And ode to the old me, I'm tipping my gla** To all the people with me now that see the vision I have I'm on this road crossing over every bridge in my path Focused on the present leaving that bullsh** in the past No you can't change the past, but you can make it past it Take some gas to it all and start to play with matches Sometimes I wanna burn these bridges till they lay in ashes But I guess there's a couple memories I have to stay attached with