It must have been maybe it was I don't remember when When I fell for myself I fell off the chair That sat me next to you Could I take all the love That I have for myself Could I give it all to you Can I k** the big monster That lives down inside Can we throw all the history aside It's not easy to pretend That we're not Enemies sometimes But it pleases me defending All the memories tonight It may have been a bit hopeless But something honest Went down that night I lifted my head for Just long enough to see What I'd never seen in my life Could I take all the love That I had for myself Did anything make it through And it k**s not to know What goes on in your mind Can you throw all the history aside It's not easy to pretend That we're not Enemies sometimes But it pleases me defending All the memories tonight