My violent streak contradicts what I believe So thirsty for revenge its tainted everything I see I don't trust you (I don't trust you) I don't need you (I don't need you) I can't hear you (I can't hear you) Is everything just right or wrong? I did not walk away, but I had no other choice Sometimes you scream so loud just to hear another voice I have paid in unexpected ways I have paid enough I hated them for the things I hate in me It's easy to despise all the ones who disagree I don't trust you (I don't trust you) I don't need you (I don't need you) I can't hear you (I can't hear you) Is everything just right or wrong? I did not walk away when I thought I had the chance Sometimes you scream so loud you have to take a stand I have paid in unexpected ways I have paid enough I lost myself control and found myself alone My anger's just as sick, oh as an addicts endless fix My actions are my own, now in a life that's just a loan Is there just enough to blame to keep you alive? I did not walk away 'cause I thought I knew it all Sometimes you climb so high, you never think you'll fall I have changed in unexpected ways Yes, I have changed