Doc Heller - Blood Will Flow lyrics

Stuff my fantasy back down the drain I wanna k** myself, forget the pain Harvested love only comes after rain While I'm stopped at this light I'm gonna blow out my brains Lay me down on the tracks of the train No more riddles, I've gone insane Breaking free of my own chains While I'm stopped at this light I'm gonna forget my name Drill a hole in my skull let my thoughts leak out How'd all these teeth get inside my mouth? Carving days in the wall till I freak out I call her name, I got faxed some doubt Bogus nightmares on this sinner's couch I ate my dinner of dirt, then I spit it out I'm a handsome devil in the therapist lounge Show concern, but my mind still burns from the flames you never put out It was the summer of '93 Big man staring back at me Don't know why I'm so sad Paranoid and only a lad Midgets on my TV Ice on my wrist Mother-f** your CD No one likes that sh** I'm feeling thirty, turning 20 Counting the hours and dirty money Happy birthdays are the worst It's your first day on this earth Ever since I was kicked out the womb Slapped and spit out my plastic spoon Oh the irony, I loathe the villain Loitering JC Penny's, cold chilling You don't have to tell me twice Put on the costume, it's my heroes on ice