Dmx - Sometimes lyrics

[DMX] Sometimes I wonder what life's about Sometimes I wonder why the lights are out Sometimes I wonder why I like to shout Sometimes I wonder what the lies are 'bout Sometimes I see things I shouldn't have seen Sometimes I wonder why I'm a hood and a fiend Sometimes I look at what I've become and cry Sometimes I get on that bullsh** and be ready to die Sometimes a n***a that's your man might get it Sometimes even though it's sweet, if you ain't with it Sometimes the pain is too much to bear Sometimes it rains too much to care Sometimes if you don't watch your back it'll cost you Sometimes you wonder who would give a f** if they lost you Yet sometimes the sun shines around the clock But sometimes it's dark, and Hell is hot