DM3 - Memories lyrics

[Verse 1:Dm3] All my life ive been deprived Wondering if i should have even strived Thinkin everything i lived was a lie Sometimes i sit alone and cry wishin i would die Hopin to be a better guy askin why why should i do this Should i give up now? If i disappear how? Will my mind allow? Wishin i could let my anger out Thats what this rhymes about If you dont like it you can turn this sh** But ill like to admit i come from a broken home When i get home i decide to let my thoughts roam Wanting to be left alone Can anyone relate? That all they get is hate Wishin they could deflate I had this one b**h say she wants my dreams to crash down on me Well im sorry im not a failure like you want me to be People often say i won't make it in life But when i get the chance ill take it Ha got people calling me wack Sayin im trying to be black Telling me how to write my raps But perhaps all they wanna do is see me collapse But a message to them imma elapse them and run laps around them Like there ain't nothin to it [Verse 2: Dm3] I remember when i was depressed always stressed never got a rest I was on d** had contact with different plugs Am i proud? hell no just know i was on c**aine and weed but i never put a needle in a vein I didn't write this to complain or to spit off the brain Im telling you how i was because you need to know who your listening to Yeah You can call me a psychopath you can even laugh But thats not changing who i am This is my jam not yours im tuning you haters out Without a doubt i know you will keep trying to bring me down Truth is i dont care make me look like a clown cause im white It doesnt take a certain race to write a good song Or a sense of right and wrong i guess these days that dont matter at all When i stumble down and fall imma get back up still standing tall