DJMAXamillionaire - Memories lyrics

[Verse 1: DJMAXamillionaire] Made a lot of friends but I lost them right back My true homies became closer But I was spending to much time going laps on tracks Both on my feet and in my raps My phone was always buzzing but now it's gone silent I still got the ring on but no one ever tries it That's some true sh** that's some real sh** I asked you to the dance not marry me And maybe I'm lying cuz my only goal was to get laid You know if it turned into more A couple days ago would be our six month anniversary Girl why do I still think about you But your not the only one I think about the others But I've fallen flat on my face trying to get these b**hes Enchanted, spell bound by these witches I wish I could use stitches to cover up my past But alas it's blowing open like the wind through my window And now I'm moving on and got time reminisce But really that's time to remember all things I missed Stupid groupies sending me pics of their b**bs Do you like the left or the right, how am I too choose? Just getting distracted cuz all I want is you But I'm stuck behind the fence, just waving Words were once said but you are no longer saying I got pictures on my phone I'm too ashamed to look at But I can't delete em cuz they're all that I have left Gods fallen angels continue to tempt me I wonder if I've already fallen into hell Judging by my relationships that's where he sent me And don't think I'm fronting Man I do live comfortably But what's the point of living nice if you're all alone? Man I'm all alone, all my friends are in their zone Poke him in the face and there's no response Man i filled my cup to the top But it was with H20 Another lie I lived Woke up on the floor feeling really stiff Gotta clear mind Feet are pounding on pavement People think I'm the best and I don't correct their statements Hours go by and I don't say a word They're racing through my mind but never manifest I have issues with trust that I'm too scared to test They always want something and it's rarely for the best Well for me that is But how do I know? If I don't know what I want in the first place I'm after the end goal not the chase And I don't care if I come first, second or last place If I succeed it's all up to me I'm competing against myself I'm my own mortal enemy And my own savior [Outro: DJMAXamillionaire] What's the meaning of life? Is there something more Or is it just the struggle against good and evil Is this war Is it the number 42 Or is the answer Simply you?