DJ Holiday - So Many Tears lyrics

[Intro] Holiday Season As I fear no one but God Though I walk through the valley of d**h I [?] If I should die before I wake, please God walk with me Take a n***a to heaven, for real [Verse 1] Back in elementary I couldn't dodge Misery I was alone pain ever been a friend to me Looking back I only thought about me staying the back Rolled off with the sh** got a K in the back I was taught send them at yo face never your back n***as better salute the truth never play em for whack Feel like i'm sinking i was stuck in the rain Can't change voices in ma head yelling ma name This dreams was all in ma mental nothing was gentle Swiss here tryna stay on track no instrumental All they ever got was bad news brother in the cell doing mandatory life Tell the judge go to hell i'm in guerilla no never take no nights off All they do is rap, thuggin till they lights off If i could stop em f** it I would and i'm ridin with em And if it's really against the will f** it i'm ridin with em [Hook] Father forgive me for they say nothing's promised to kids like us I get it Lord I suffer through the years, I shed so many tears What's funny is, they say stress can be the best friend of so many tears I say f** em both Lord I suffer through the years, I shed so many tears [Verse 2] I ain't a k**er but I did what you n***as done push me I got a chopper yeah let's f** em come play me for p**y Am I insane how I think about merking the devil Father forgive me for my sis I stay with this [?] I'm seeing homicide baby too many get murdered And I don't know who coming for me they ain't tryna get murdered And I ain't tryna see the penitentiary ma n***a brother missing for a century (f**ed up) Ain't had luck since I left out ma momma And I ain't had peace so i'm playing with drama Ain't no one hunnid with the truth better add em a comma I'm here to terrorise a n***a bin laden osama I feel ma vision kinda blurry I owed n***as revenge I'm tryna see it in a hurry [Hook] Father forgive me for they say nothing's promised to kids like us I get it Lord I suffer through the years, I shed so many tears What's funny is, they say stress can be the best friend of so many tears I say f** em both Lord I suffer through the years, I shed so many tears