Darya - Hold On lyrics

Hook X2 I don't think I'm ganna stay (Ganna stay) Feels like I gatta run away I'm so gone (So gone) I know that things change And I'm counting through the days Till I'm back So hold on (hold on) Verse 1 f** the advice, all I need is a vice Eyes feeling low, but my minds open wide I'm high on impulsion, I never think twice Blow on em' quick, then I throw in the dice It's the way I choose to live my life Yea, its the way I choose to live my life Yea you know it's the way I choose to live my life And I never know the answer, I'm just hoping that I'm right My mind's in a million different places I keep finding replacements for feelings I can't face Inhale the weed, man I love how that sh** taste Plus Henny no chase, that sh** is crazy But I'm young and theres nothing you can tell me Got the thoughts of a man but I still act like a lady Escaping the long days through liquor and grape haze The world moves so quickly around me I'm amazed Hook X2 I don't think I'm ganna stay (Ganna stay) Feels like I gatta run away I'm so gone (So gone) I know that things change And I'm counting through the days Till I'm back So hold on (hold on) Verse 2 I remember when the sky turned pink And I sat on the dock with a pen full of ink And I lit up a joint And I started to think That I wanna feel everything, everything And it all either scares me or excites me It hurts me or ignites me I just can't think what might be Always in the moment Rash decisions on the nightly I'm paranoid thinking that it's coming back to bite me I try and let it go I'm just chasing the only thing I know And speeding on highways And keeping the blunt low Envision faces I'll see in the front (That sh** is crazy) But to those that I left in the past Just hold on Hold on, I'm coming back I'm in this on my own But just keep that same phone And hold on Hold on Hook X2 I don't think I'm ganna stay (Ganna stay) Feels like I gatta run away I'm so gone (So gone) I know that things change And I'm counting through the days Till I'm back So hold on (hold on) Verse 3 How can I blame you for trying to forget me? I know that we were perfect I guess I wasn't ready And I'm still not But I can see us in a still shot And I know that there's a reason that we met Then you spilled your heart out I didn't notice that the floor was wet Promise I heard every word you said But I never told you And then I left And you never came to visit Then I got busy I just hope that you forgive me For being so cold And you acted so cool Like nothing ever happened But I saw a change in you And it's really got me thinking But I've been drinking Now I put it in a song I just miss the way we get along But I gatta let it happen on it's own You know I'll be back Just hold on Sometimes things happen But I gatta stay strong I promise I'll be back Just hold on Hook X2 I don't think I'm ganna stay (Ganna stay) Feels like I gatta run away I'm so gone (So gone) I know that things change And I'm counting through the days Till I'm back So hold on (hold on)