Since I was a kid I've had a black cloud follow me I need to clear my head before the ground starts to swallow me k**ed your companions then complained about loneliness Well, sometimes it happens this Cuz de fois ca se pa**e comme ca Try to concede, you want what I don't need You fled with summer's speed, most likely to succeed You never played the lead, but starred in many downplays Malaise infects my airways, affrays echo for days Accumulating slow like snowfall, forestall to walk and just crawl Enthralled to the beck and call You ride the rails, tied my body to the track Watched the trains run me over, never ever looking back Staring at you teary eyed How could he never know Always being pushed aside How could he never see Images of patricide That's how I always knew Something is wrong with the way that I feel With the way that I fee inside me So don't try Friend you ain't no friend to me Defy What you are I'll never be Outcry Get the f** away from me Faux I'm stronger now Cuz des fois ca se pa**e comme ca Nothing you say can heal these bruised I conceal Appologies are like a virus and can't change the way I feel Should I reconcile so you can smile, rebuild our rapport So you can bait the lure for yet another who*e Des fois ca se pa**e comme ca Step-mother, steps away from being a mother Already got one and I love her, why the f** I need another Or a father, who never bothered, why bother to exist Watch the sun eclipse, I wipe your name from my lips Longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be But you're dead to me I longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be But you're dead, you're dead Don't try I'm stronger now