Darwin's Waiting Room - Another Way lyrics

I KILLED MYSELF TODAY I WISH I COULD EXPLAIN I TRIED TO FIND ANOTHER WAY TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL I TRIED TO FIND ANOTHER WAY TO MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME I'M NUMB FROM KNEELING THIS CUT'S TOO DEEP FOR HEALING REVEALING, THERE'S SOMETHING AMISS SOMETHING YOU MISSED TRANSFER THE SHAME YOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME I WILL NOT EXCEPT THE BLAME 'CAUSE I AM WHAT YOU MADE ME IT'S OVER NOW WHAT I'VE SEEN MAKES ME YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE PRAY FOR THINGS I KNOW YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE TO CHANGE ME, MAKE ME WHOLE YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE MY LIFE'S SO FULL OF sh*t YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE IN DEATH IS WHERE I FIT I KILLED MYSELF TODAY I WISH I COULD REMAIN I TRIED TO FIND ANOTHER WAY TO LET MYSELF GO FREE THERE SEEMS TO BE NO OTHER WAY TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT IN ME I CAN'T AWAKEN MY LIFE HAS BEEN FORSAKEN I'VE TAKEN THE EASY WAY OUT, THE ONLY WAY OUT EMPTY MY WRIST WE COULD NEVER CO-EXIST I WILL NOT LET THIS PERSIST 'CAUSE I AM WHAT YOU MADE ME YOU GOTTA' SEE, YOU GOTTA' TRY WHO'S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I DIE I SAID, YOU GOTTA' SEE, YOU GOTTA' TRY WHO'S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I DIE I SAID, YOU GOTTA' SEE, YOU GOTTA' TRY WHO'S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I DIE I SAID, YOU GOTTA' SEE, YOU GOTTA' TRY WHO'S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I'GO