A brush with d**h and it's painfully clear Who am I and what I'm doing here? I've sacrificed and bled my heart out but for what? What is it really worth? Contemplating whether to leave this earth The hours pa**ing by but time stands still Scourged there is no longer comfort in mindless violent acts The hours pa** but time stands still Hate and rage fills the void Banished from life Pain and fear haunts the soul Ostracized I conquered all that I possibly could I summoned all the strength I could find If there's a place for those depraved By all means send me on my way An eternity of kindness and grace Will never be enough to save my soul Bound to an existence in agony for all eternity It's not enough to save my soul Hate and rage fills the void Banished from life Pain and fear haunts the soul Ostracized But there is no place in this world For this depraved and decadent monument of humanity Scourged This is no way to live Is it enough to die for? The sands of time are sinking further Bound by this burden of life d**h, the final endowment We're all born just to die The sands of time are sinking further We're all just born to die