They eyes of the heavenly father rest heavily upon my chest I can feel their judging gaze piercing through my flesh I stab at my reflection hoping to end it all I don't recognize the man that I see, but from what I can recall I have lived a life of shame and self-disgust The eyes of the heavenly father rest heavily upon my soul I hate myself and the things that I've done And the life I've been forced to endure(forced to endure) I abhor the man I've become These hands have carried out the evilest of deeds This mind has been occupied and demonized by an entity that this earth has never seen On my innocence it feed Through the fire and brimstone it leads I reflect on the years of my life with great disdain I cant claim a life of virtue Myself I'd sooner maim I refuse to walk on Continue broken and bent I feel remorse for the life that I've lived All I can do is repent For he carries with him pestilence and famine For restitution I plead(repent) For restitution I plead Repent