And all I see are flaws In the ones I claim to love My heart is as cold and dead As the eyes watching me from above This cruel world emptied me out Then buried what was left Hollow and broken A sinner like the rest My body is falling apart And my mind is even worse I can't keep living this My existence is a curse God is laughing I can hear it in my sleep Black spills from these wounds He carves so deep Trial and tribulations Have worn me thin No body, just brittle bones Crudely wrapped in tattered skin And in my head Is a voice that says I'm a waste of life (I'm a waste of life) I'm better off dead And in my head Is a voice that says I'm a waste of life (I'm a waste of life) I'm better off dead I am a waste of life I'm better off dead I am a waste of life I'm better off dead But I'm as dead as I'll ever be But I'm as dead as I'll ever be