Dark Matter - Haze lyrics

Haze: [Dark matter] Thirty One: Track-4 2012 [Verse 1] Woke up in a haze with a heavy migraine Where the hell have I been for the past two days? My head is pounding. My brain is on fire And I can't help from feeling these strange desires... What the hell is going on, everything is different? Everything is out of place and I don't know where I've been Crimson all around me, soaked in red from head to feet Am I sleeping in a dream or is this reality? I'm losing all my sanity I can feel it as it's leaving My face and hands are bloody and I'm terrorized by everything I slowly stand up and rise from my seat I walk to the next room and find a horrifying scene The people that I know and love...how can this be? I drop to my knees is this happening? I got to find my thoughts, I hear a rustle in my pocket I reach into it to find a paper covered in a bunch of carnage; Entitled "open it." So I read what it says. And when I do I feel a pain peirce through my head All the sudden I'm not here I'm lookin' through different eyes Placed into a deaf room filled with screams and cries These eyes look down and they pick up a blade They roar from their lungs "None of you can be saved!" He faces them so he can be face to face with the faces of my mother, brother, sister and ssshhh "Don't worry there won't be any pain it'll go away soon it is not here to stay." Enraged who has done this? Tell me I need to know Then from every direction I hear a laughter echo Loved ones slain now he's walkin' away Trudging to the bathroom as he whispers my name He cuts off all the lights but as he faces away He looks into the mirror and all I can see is my face [HOOK] Trapped in a haze Trapped in a haze Trapped in a haze Trapped in a...ssshh [Verse 2] I snap back...back to the scene What the hell is this that I have just seen? This is bewildering there is blood on my hands My body is feeling heavy I don't think I can stand These bodies of my family am I barely a man? Gander at the note so I can read what it says To Jacob, From Dark Matter..."like what we did?" I couldn't have done this. "But oh, yese you did." "We both cut them up, we both had fun, now we won't have to listen to your screaming mom Jacob don't you get it? You and I are one Please just accept it, quit tryin' to run Look, it's not the worst; we have done this before Not to those close but it's what they deserve Now listen to me Jacob, this is the plan." I can't read anymore I drop the note from my hands I don't understand, how can this be? That someone else is living in this body with me Why has this happend? I must make him leave I've done the unspeakable to my whole family I have my solution, I pick up a blade I put the edge to my arm and go straight up the vein For him to die this is the only way I lay back bleeding and start drifting away... [HOOK] Trapped in a haze Trapped in a haze Trapped in a haze Trapped in a haze Trapped in a haze