Dark Half - Forgive Me lyrics

[Verse 1] I take a walk outside to remind myself I'm not the only one living in this hell I know I'll probably need some help, cause I can't take it I walk a couple blocks to the liquour store I know I've been down this path before Lost so many friends to addiction, but I still can't shake it Should I pray to God that I don't see Should I fake a smile when you all see me Knowing if you knew real me, it drown me out like Jason And I can't seem to love myself I guess Starring at the ugly I possess Hoping you'll forgive me for the mess I'm finally at peace, no one could save me I'm finally at peace, no one could save me Couldn't take it! [Hook] Breakdown inside of me Hold it inside of me Break out inside of me Till I'm dead Hoping reality, finds me some sanity Breakdown inside of me Till I'm dead [Verse 2] In my time alone, only I find is fear Visions of your face, slowly disapear You don't know you k**ed me, do you? You don't know I'll die just to spite you? I've watied by the phone, the visions not so clear This poison calls my sould, I really wish you were here But it seems like all I am just fades away Fades away! [Hook] [Verse 3] A saint and the sinner talk with each other, walk with one another Drugged out on needles, two side of peoples please come together Can we find a reason, for peace this evening, oh I'm crying mother Blinded for a reason, has got to fight with demons, let's conquer ourselfs first Not harm one another, k** one another, shoot one another No more crying mothers, don't take our brothers, we war with eachother It's such a sad thing to see, we can't trust, trust one another If you see what I see, then you know why we suffer [Hook]