Dark Half - Demons in My Head lyrics

[Verse 1: Damien] Locked away in this cell I called my mom with thoughts of suicide I could not leave behind I found myself, in the bathtub, razor to my skin, blood drippin' As I'm trippin, screamin' "God why" again Is this the end? I pretend it's OK Even though I flipped out, and broke my mic today Ripped up all my raps, and just threw em away I don't give a f**, ain't nobody hearin' what I say There's too much hatred filled up with me Maybe its the demon inside my head you see He won't let me free, my misery is eatin' at me And life filled with tragedy and too much agony, I won't let it be So I'll cut my wrist again and smile Lay back as the pain will only last awhile I'm in denial is my life worth while? Stand up and watch my wrist bleed all over the towel [Hook: Ian] Demons in my head won't let me die Find the pieces, you will find in time Demons in my head won't let me die Find the reasons why you live your life [Verse 2: Ian ] I get so pissed sometimes I miss the facts Sometimes I hide or hit the bricks and wanna die And I'm trying so hard not to be everything you hate about me Everything you couldn't see, demons always findin' me Picture me inside my grave cause I can't take it I'm sittin' here with a loaded clip and I'm shakin' I make the wrong moves, refusin' translation Can anybody help please, because I am breakin' [Verse 3: Dope fiend] It's f**ed up Growin up thinkin you're somethin' you're not When your baby momma won't even take the time to stop And realize you got a dream and a gift They just pa**in' by like you could really give a sh** I call this baby spaded in every single way But it seems like this ever growing pain won't never go away Am I cursed to be the soul that lingers? It rattles in your trunk and your stereo speakers [Hook]