Dante Desperado - Deep (Belief) lyrics

[Verse 1] Got a couple n***as up in the bin Sometimes I think I'm never ever ever gon' see em again Even if I did sometimes don't think We could ever be friends Because I knew a different n***a on the outside Than the n***a on the inside Double entendre sh** make you ponder Don't believe in magic But I seen a dog act like a pig Turn to an anaconda On the otherside I wonder how u smile When u know on the otherside All we see is trials Wild child All you wanna do is get riled up Catch flights, no pilots No episodes, just seasons Coming and leaving Struggle and grieving Looking for a reason To keep on believing [Verse 2] Sometimes I pray, I never lose faith How ironic it is Ask God I don't ever stop Believing in him Pleading to him don't leave me in sin Ain't easy to win But it's easy to think Asked questions Ain't ever found the answer Truth be told I could of looked harder But I was scared of the truth Scared it wouldn't be what I needed to sooth My doubts and worries Hoes and blunts Hoes and blunts Hoes and blunts b**h make it blurry Hit me early I miss that ignorance But the difference Between me and you Is I live with it Even though it hurt I'm talking bout the earth And memories Of the people long gone who promised that they would never leave Some try to conquer the world effortlessly I told them please How can you own this world when your life's on lease? [Verse 3] Rest in peace to the n***as in pieces b**hes deceased them Itching to leave em Digging for a reason To get up and go, dig gold, where the wine flow Picture a heathen Making a promise, swearing they honest, to a God they don't believe in How the f** you believe him? Same question they ask a believer! Some n***as get head in the churches After a sermon The real performance is behind the curtains Same person learning, same person lurking Working, say a blessing get to cursing Flirting with everything un-certain Running from hurting From NY to Berlin keep it urban Soul yearning for learning Pockets yearning for earnings Heart burning for a permanent Place in another one Love No bubble gum Because u cud take a hundred suns And put them beside the love of your life I promise a hundred of them would be cold as ice